I'm here at school now. I'm just wasting time til my next class. We had our first speech a while ago in my Public Speaking class. I am really glad that I rocked it.:D Haha! My teacher said Masha (from Russia) and I did great compared to my American classmates. And after class everybody was congratulating me. Well that was just the first speech but hey, that's a big YAY for me! :D I'n a way, I raised the Filipino flag! Hahaha! It's funny how every Filipino you met or even your relatives back home expects you to outrun or excel Americans. Haha! "Itaas mo bandera ng Pilipinas!" Hahaha. Well, everybody here knows that Asians are smart. Haha! Personally, I don't think so. There are a lot of Asians who are not smart at all like robbers, rapists, bad and lazy people.. But in Mind of Mencia, a popular and really funny show in Comedy Central, did a stint where they were calling on people on the streets who are unemployed. Carlos Mencia was shouting over the megaphone "Get a job!" blah blah. Haha! It was really hilarious. And he gave a shirt to one Asians that says in the front "Only Asian without a job." Hahaha! And also there's this one time that Arriane has a test and her friend asked her if she studied, Arriane said "No." and her friend said, "Why?? You're Asian, you're supposed to study!" Haha!


It's getting cold here. Argh! I hate cold places. I can't wait to graduate and live somewhere hot. Like California and Florida. :D Yay! Then I'll go back and forth to the Philippines and happily retire there. Ahhhhh.. That's still a long way for me though. Hehe..


I'm really appreciating my cousins and friends right now. I just want to have a break from worrying about the future and thinking about what ifs. I'm trying to hold on to people that know would be there to support me and love me no matter what. I love you guys!:D